How do I do it?

Alot of people wonder and ask ho I deal with having a boyfriend who is never around. 

My answer...
Because he is so worth it.  The feelings I get when we're together are absolutely amazing.  I knew going into this relationship that it was going to be hard, and I kinda prepared myself for it not to work out.  But talking to him, and being with him...we have so much fun together.  To this day I still get butterflies when I think about him or when im with him.  My heart flutters when I see him.  I get so excited when I get a text from him.  Yes it sucks him leaving for months at a time, but that moment when we see each other again, and I walk up and he scoops me up in his arms...that is what I live for each day that he is gone.  The feeling I get that very moment is what makes it all worth it. 

I knew that very first time we kissed that I loved him, as crazy as that sounds.  I loved him then and my love has grown more and more stronger each and everyday.  Even when we are apart, nothing changes...I dont love him any less...if anything I love him more.  Distance makes the heart grow fonder...boy is that true!! 

I cant wait til he is home and I can have that moment once again.  I really cant help but smile just thinking about it lol.

I love you baby <3