Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Prayers Please

I posted last night about a Marine being killed at the base Justin use to be stationed at, you can read about it here.  I found out what had happened after we talked last night.  I just got off the phone with him not to long ago and he mentioned it.  I could tell he was upset, but he said he didnt want to talk about it.  When something is really bothering him, he stops the conversation before he gets really upset.  I hate that he does that, I wish he would get his feelings out...but he's a guy and I cant force him.  Anyways I told him I found out what happened and that I wasnt sure how well he knew him.  Before Justin and I dated he got arrested in Va Beach over something stupid...long story.  Well he told me that Cpl Smith, the guy who got killed was one who got arrested with him.  I found out they new each other pretty well, this breaks my heart even more.  I hate this for him, I wish I could just hold him.  Im not sure if he would allow himself to break down and talk to me, get everything out...but I just want to be there for him.

I hate this happened.  My heart is in a million pieces over this.  Something so stupid...the guy couldnt wait a couple minutes to pick up his phone.  Or slow down and pull off the road.  I hate that this guy lost his life, his wife lost her husband, his family lost him.  I hate the other guys got injured.  I hate thinking about how it must have felt for those guys to go to work today, knowing what happened the day before.  And I hate that Justin has to go through this.  Idk how this is going to effect him, I pray that he finds some way to cope with it.

I asked for prayers for these guys...may I also ask you pray for Justin.  Thank you for all the kind comments on my other post, you ladies are amazing.  Im glad to know if I cant turn to anyone, I can turn to yall.

RIP Cpl Chad Smith
All gave some, Some gave all

1 comment:

Thanks for the love yall! <3